masquerade

2007-05-11T11:35:00.000-07:00

GOODBYE BLOGGER
HELLO XANGA

So relink my lovelies! :D

2007-05-04T01:00:00.000-07:00

;CAN I CHOOSE TO WALK AWAY FROM YOU?

im choosing to stand by.
just from afar.
and watch you glow with happiness with *
cause that's the only way your happiness is guaranteed isn't it.

im tired of everything.
honestly.

~~selfdestruction.~~

anw. on a lighter note.
TODAY WAS AWESOME.
with chem & lit paper over.
i've only got 2 more left.
9 down, 2 to go
dont you just love this.
:D

went to sing post with dianne and candice for lunch today.
ended landing ourselves in THIS FASHION hur!
and we tried dozens of dresses. and took so many duper pictures.
hah. i'll post some up soon if possible

you wanna save a life?
teach me.
cause i wanna save my own too.

2007-04-29T22:45:00.000-07:00

take a dagger.
stab me repeatedly.
before using a gun to shot me right through the head.
thats about exactly the same amount of pain you're putting me through.
i dunno what exactly's going on.
i guess its my fault.
im sorry.
maybe it was best i'd never come into the picture.
to ruin as so some may call
this thing you had with her.

NO i will not resort to crying the whole night like ytd just to feel better.
cause it isnt gonna work.
you not talking to me isnt helping either.
i know you're facing your own problems.
i tried to be there for you.
but all you do is cut me out constantly.
wont somebody feel redundant then?
i fucking hate this.
i have to stay strong.
*SLAPS*
i got to wake up and stop drowning myself in tears.
effing bio and history paper tmr
im going back to studying.
im so not gonna let this affect me
yeah right.

murdermewontyou?

2007-04-25T17:10:00.000-07:00

honestly.
i hate it when you say LOVEYA ALWAYS to her, them.
or whatever.
but i guess i'll get use to it over time.
):

2007-04-25T17:01:00.000-07:00

; MAMMA MIA HERE I GO AGAIN

SOCIAL STUDIES PAPER'S OVER.
8 MORE TO GO.
FREEDOM. im one step closer to you
:D
all the late nights, partying, ~~drinking~~OOPPPS, sleepovers, movies.
ZOMGGG. i just cant wait.

anyway. ss was not that difficult. i did not blackout. YAY.
i wrote 7 pages. and my whole arm's aching right now. BOO):

im on mcccccc tmr. cause of my fever, sore throat and cough. and the doctor said if i still dont feel well. i can get another day.
OMG.
I LOVE YOU MR DOCTOR :D

awesome day today. so much laughing. especially during histpry. UH CANDICEEEE?

OHOHOH. and I spent about 1 hour plus trying to perfect the red lines on my hand to look real so that i can trick ppl i self-mutilate. no no. dont look at me. dianne gave me the idea. and i was REALLLLY bored. anw. i took a picture of it. and i'll post it up some time sooon. and you'll think im some PSYCHOPATH WHO SELF-MUTILATES.
YAYYYYY
:/

with that. im offff. gtg bathe before my tuition starts.
doubleBOO):
BYE WORLD.
lots of love!

2007-04-24T19:27:00.000-07:00

I'M SINKING SLOWLY;
SO HURRY HOLD ME

So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
Was somebody who cares
doesn't it always feel that way?

ENGLISH PAPER 1 AND 2's OVER.
JUST 9 MORE PAPERS TO GO.
WOO.
:/

im sickkkkkkkkkkkk. boooo.
fever, cough, flu.BOO.
anyway. so long world. i gotta go study for social studiessss.

love!

2007-04-23T22:04:00.000-07:00

i rest my case
cause honey
im so over it/

2007-04-23T21:35:00.000-07:00

SCREW IT.
SCREW HER.
SCREW YOU.
SCREW EVERYTHING.

I DONT CARE ALREADY.
I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY THE HELL IM BOTHERING ABOUT IT SO MUCH.
AND I CANT SEEM TO FUCKING CONCENTRATE.
AND I'VE GOT A PAPER TOMORROW.
fuckit.

2007-04-23T21:13:00.000-07:00

;CAUSE IM SO OVER IT

im tired. i dont wanna fight for the attention anymore.
im not competing against them for your attention.
cause am tired.
maybe im losing faith?
in case you're seeing this,
POH! I NEED TO TALK TO YOU.

'this isnt a scene, its a goddamn arms race!'

2007-04-22T22:32:00.000-07:00

CANT YOU SEE;
IM LOSING FAITH BABY/

2007-04-22T16:42:00.000-07:00

HONEY;
why are you calling so late?

firstly,
i cut my hair. AGAIN.
-.-

secondly,
i bought a new phone. AGAIN.
-.-
the samsung, SGH-Z720.
the new ultra 13.8. 3G one. yeah that one luh.

and yeah. everything else's kinda boring. and i just finished tanning and all. and i hafta get onto studying already.

SO LONG MY BELOVEDS :D

2007-04-20T21:43:00.000-07:00

PSSSSST

DAPHNE PWNZ YOU

LOVE anyway!

2007-04-20T21:15:00.000-07:00

RAIN OUTSIDE MY WINDOW;
WHAT NOW YOU'RE GONE

okay firstly.
i miss my BURNING, PASSIONATE DESIRE.
and i'll only get to see her on monday.
BOO.
and charis is JEALOUS.
HUR.

okay. i seriously dunno why i got so affected when you said that it was all for status
i guess if thats how you and the rest feel. then i really dunno what to say. and there's nothing i can do about it.

and.
i was talking to huixin just now on the bus home.
i realised something
its the 20th of APRIL today.
and that means,
ONE WHOLE YEAR HAS PASSED.
ZOMG.
and yeah. quite upset and all. and how time really flies.
BOOHOO.
anw thanks for you listening huixin.
i know you're reading this.

AND HUANG!
this is for you.
"MONFORTIANS (X AS MANY TIMES AS POSSIBLE)
and you'll mispronounce it very soon
and it'll become
MARTIANS!"
HUR. i know you'll kill me for this. but i still think its extremely funny.

and i wanna buy a new phone. im gonna ask mummy later. i want the samsung phone. and my n80's getting old already. it'll be one year older when may comes. so yeah. fingers crossed. i want the new phone
:D

P.S I LOVE YOU TOO BABE! to my burning desire :D

2007-04-18T23:23:00.000-07:00

BEYOND EXHAUSTION;
WONT IT JUST END

aiya forget it.
i dont care already.
do whatever pleases every single one of you.
hands off.
im dropping it.
cause i too tired to think about all this already.

2007-04-17T21:21:00.000-07:00

;GOOD TIMES LAST FOREVER

so what.
you're from acsi, very cool luh?
ZOMG.
why do you hafta comment on EVERY SINGLE THING POSSIBLE.
i dont need you to publicise my blog either.
so dont go shouting the url anytime and anywhere you like.
im pissed.
seriously. comment on the photos one more time.
i'll either delete all the photos, delete my whole account or delete you from the list and put it on private profile.
if you still havent got the gist of this.
i think i rather you just keep your mouth shut about everything.
cause HELL NO, it doesnt effing concern you.
playful nature.
NOPE. im not buying that.
so just piss off you bugger.

on a lighter note.
im not a the verge of whacking balls YET.

RAWRRR.
seriously.
just shut up please, you silent reader.
im pretty sure you know who you are

2007-04-16T17:39:00.000-07:00

IF I COULD, THEN I WOULD;
I'LL GO WHEREVER YOU WILL GO

SAY HELLO TO physiotheraphy and rehab again. im starting them ALL OVER AGAIN.
went for my doctor's apointment this morning.
and it cost 117. ZOMG. crazy!
now im on some supplement for my knee injury. apparently. my cartilage's giving some problem luh.
ZAGH.
midyears are coming. im not prepared. so not prepared man!
seriously. i've been caught up with sooo many things lately.
oh man. i think i'll screw midyears up so darn badly. RAWRR!
and i've got so much work to catch up with. oh man!
dear lord, please help me through this whole period of time. thank you.

WOOO.
im gonna go to the hairdresser this saturday. and i cant wait.
newwww hairstyle
i still havent made up my mind on what i wanna do.
rebond, curl, or just cut.

okay. i really gotta go already.
i've got a WHOLE pile of homework on my desk

1. ~~ENGLISH COMPREHENSION~~
2. ENGLISH COMPOSITION
3. CHINESE COMPOSITION
4. CHINESE DIARY
5. HISTORY ARTICLE
6. ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS ASSIGNMENT

ZOMG. IM DEAD.
and i havent been on msn for about a week already.
DARN, am i deprived.

2007-04-15T16:44:00.000-07:00

I love it when you call;
but you never call at all

dont make me wait no more, baby please?

2007-04-14T23:50:00.000-07:00

MY HOPES ARE SO HIGH;
THAT YOUR KISS MIGHT KILL ME/

HANNAH ALYSHA;
fine. you're B cause B stand for BABY :D
i do not think you guys are idiots okay!
i just felt like using A,B,C
and i still love you.
SO SO MUCH.
nobody can replace you my bestest.
i can wait for the stayover.
where we'll all watch scary movies,
squeeze on my bed and talk till we fall asleep.
have i told you;
i miss you so dearrly my bestest.

2007-04-13T22:18:00.000-07:00

CAUSE I AIN'T GOOD ENOUGH;

im not living up to expectations anymore.
cause at the end of the day
i'll never be good enough.
thats it,
end of story/

2007-04-12T19:27:00.000-07:00

i miss us
guess we'll never ever be the same again
all the promises we made.
to stay bestfriends forever.
they turned out to be empty promises
that we just CHUCKED AWAY.
i realised how every single one of us changed since last year.
i just wished we had still stick together.
maybe we've all somewhat changed.

A;
i dunno. you seem different now. though still as whiny. sometimes i just feel you changed alot. and i wouldnt mind if you spend more time with us. and not ditch us for THEM.

B;
thank you for still listening to me. knowing that i can call you when im feeling down's conforting. but i guess you've got your new clique now. and i just wished we'd still be THAT close.

C;
im sorry. but sometimes i feel you're trying so hard to act cool. i cant seem to communicate with you anymore. i miss the old times when i could confide in you. guess it'll never be the same again.

A,B,C
i still love you guys hella lot!
and you guys will never ever be replaced in my heart.
im sorry if i had changed since last year.

2007-04-12T19:15:00.000-07:00

I LOVE TKBADMINTON07'
yesterday was one of my happiest moments
our last match ever, together as a team.
we beat nanyang 5-0
we spent all the time in the world together.
laughing and crying.
team-ed dinner.
played 'i never'
and all the secrets came out.

I SWEAR I'LL NEVER EVER FORGET THIS TEAM.

sherm;
for being the BEST captain ever. all the JIAN-ness. i guess that was you. i'll never forget the times we used to bridge. all the sacrifaces you made for the team. calling mr wong and telling us what we have for footwork.

jingying;
the gay one! the gayEST one! all the times you gave me those advice. i can never be thankful enough. partnering you for just those few last games were really an experience. how you motivated me in court. and constantly reminded me of your gayness and encouraged me all the way.

jazreel;
jazreeellllll! *BANG* i'll definately miss those all the trainings with you. all the sunday trainings. the 'i bang you, you bang me' thing. the spastic times. thank you for always being there for me when i cried. thank you for climbing over the toilet cubicle that sunday. i'll miss you so much.and those games we partnered. how you encouraged me all the way.

chelsea;
all the lame and funny jokes you cracked during training. and your direct translation of WHATEVER to chinese. i'll miss you so much. training's will NEVER be the same without you!

sharm;
for all those times you gave me the advice i needed. talked to me and reassured me. those bus rides we used to take together every friday after training at hougang. i'll never forget them.

victoria;
all the facts you would pour on us. like your classic 'PIGS DONT SWEAT' fact. i'll miss every single one of them. and how it cracks the team up. your blurness. always wearing the wrong shirt. i'll miss them all vic!

huang, weihui, rachel, huixin, tessa;
thank you for being the most awesome teammates i could ever ask for! i love you guys. for always listening to me when i had my bad times and problems. never failing to cheer me up.
let's work together for next year.
i love you guys!

TKBADMINTON2007!
i dont wanna let go of this team.
the most wonderful team ever (wait. isnt it my only team? hur.)
i'll never ever forget all the times we had together.
laughing, crying, sweating like gays.
completing the most tiring footworks and physicals mr wong will ever give us.
i'll never forget.
if time could turn back. i'll stop it.
i dont want this team to end. i dont wanna let go.
you guys mean the whole world to me.
I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO MUCH!

TKBADMINTON2007 FOREVER! <3333333333

ATTENTION: help needed, desperately.

2007-04-06T22:04:00.000-07:00

these few weeks have been really...
i dunno.
i feel like im just living because i have to live.
i cant feel myself.
its just.
'okay its morning. time for school, TIME 4 LIFE all over again'
i dunno what exactly wrong with me.

i know what i did on thursday was wrong. and i know you're disappointed with me. im really sorry. just for this last one/two weeks. thats all im asking for. after that. i wont be like this anymore.

and im still stuck on the issue of whether to bring up the fact that i might wanna consider a transfer in school, to my dear parents.

i dunno what's gotten into me. seriously.
i think IM LOSING MYSELF.
and sometimes i just wanna let go of everything i've held onto for 14years.
say one last goodbye to everyone. and never come back.
fuckit.
whats wrong with me.
someone help please.
this clearly shows i need a psychiatrist as soon as possible
before i turn to self-mutilation,
have suicidal tendencies or
just go ballistic in the head.

And all the reasons that make loving you so easy
The kiss that always makes it hard to breathe
The way you know just what I mean

giving it all away

2007-04-01T17:13:00.000-07:00

" The way his skin is soft and his arms are kinda strong.
He's gentle and rough at the same time.
He's shallow, but he's deep.
Why does he make me feel everything at once,
why does he make me feel like what I want to be?
And that I hate looking at his eyes because I'm afraid I'll fall head first into them.
And he's witty and everytime he touches my skin, heat waves travel through my body.
Why is it that everytime I'm with him I want to run and get close? "

stop my breathing & cut my throat,
i must be emo?

those thoughts i cant express

2007-03-30T05:12:00.001-07:00

im back! WOOTS. after dunno how long.
been really really busy these days.
and blogging's probably the last thing to do on my mind luh.
WE WON IJTP on wednesday and we're now in the top8. WOOTS.
:D
we're meeting SC, NANYANG & RG next.

i need to study man. i need to score well from now on. if not i can just give up getting into vj and getting top10 for my class.
ZAGH. ZOMG.
WAKE UP.

to you;
am i your first piority;
or just a spare tyre you can use when you car tyre bursts?
i dunno what to say.
you probably wouldnt be reading this.
lets just say i need the security.
but sometimes i just dont feel like im the one.
but just on par with the rest of your besties or whatever else
):

to another you;
why cant you see this?
it cant work out.
seriously. we cant do this man.
so not working out.
it'll just get even more worse.
no communication here.
and i just dont know how to bring up the freaking subject.
~~i think i loathe you~~

tag replies

Audrey;
HELLO! :D

Suzanna;
HAHA. okay i will :D

Yanjun;
YO! :D oh and i realised i havent linked you yet. OPPS

Chelsea;
HELLO! yeah. knee injury and wrist injury, rest together partner :D ohh. haha second in class. BECAUSE. the girl who's 1st in my class is some PSYCHOPATH. who got 96 for AMATH and came whining to me saying she made 2 careless mistake. ZOMG. she's mentally unstable.

Linette;
HAHA. heh woman. i realised too luh. but yeah. there you have it. BLOGGED. YOU BIG LUH UH?! PFFT. loserrrr.

darling;
HELLO YOU :D yeap. we got into top8 too. WOOTS.

grace; YEAH OKAY. i will :D

2007-03-10T22:34:00.001-08:00

you guys thought my the true meaning on friendship.
thank you so much for believing me and actually standing up for me.
listening to me. being there for me when i cried and everything.
i love you all.
ALOT.
you guys know who you are

2007-03-08T04:02:00.000-08:00

xanga private's still more reliable.
im sick.
i've got mc.
for two days.
that means NO SCHOOL tmr too.
:D
no elaboration needed.

yenny;
yeah la! damn #&$#*$% la.
i need to talk to you more man. recess was funneh that day :D

nicole;
YEAH. its been a longg longgg time. you cheer up. i can comment your xanga now. hur. i've been rather $&*#&%$ this few days. cause of some $*%&$* thng. but yea. you?

2007-03-06T19:43:00.000-08:00

STACEY'S MY DOUBLESSSSSSS FOR NOW:DDDD

okay anw! school was slack.
ms yong returned our bio papers): i didnt like damn badly la. WHICH ALIEN GETS TWO PLUS OVER TEN FOR ESSAY:/ ME. that thing pulled down my mark like crapp okay. i was damn upset la ):
i swear i had to work alotalot harder alr:/
this term i think my L1R5's like going to be ABLE TO BUY A SHIRT:/ quoted from daphne tessa:D
everything's like B B B B B B):
OHHH then emath!
GOOODNESS. 0.75 TO MYYY A1)): i hate myself laa.
aiyaaa then the rest ):
OKAY MIDYEARS IM GNA STUDY LIKE ALOT

OKAY. i took this paragraph from candice's blog.
though she qouted me wrongly.
I SAID. TWO GIORDANO SHIRTS.
the ONE for $16, TWO for $33.
YEAH THAT ONE.
DARN. i think my L1R5's gonna be that bad.
i've only got two As this term.
the rest are like B&Cs.
))):
and i watched
THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS today already.
DAMN DEPRESSING MAN. and it lasted for 2hour15mins!
yeah. DEPRESSING.
but it really makes you realise how lucky you are. not a bad show.
BUT. im still waiting for music and lyrics
AND.
stomp the yard
TO COME INTO CINEMAS(:

AND.
thank you to all the dearests today.
for being there for me.
i dunno what it would have been like without you guys.
THE 3e2 LOVELIES.
plus WEIHUI AND CO.
i love you guys so much.
THANK YOU DARLs. :D

2007-02-22T06:55:00.000-08:00

WOOTS.
we won anglican 5-0 today
we're in the finals.
YAY.
and tuesday.
we'll go celebrate your birthday yea joyce?
:D
there's TING XIE tmr.
and i didnt even bring home the freaking book to study
OH GREAT. just WONDERFUL
HELLO C6.
IM SEEING YOU ONCE AGAIN):
WOW. not a big surprise there.

tomorrow's gonna be OH-SO-FINE.
dinner&movie yo
:D
and im FLAT BROKE MAN.
any kind soul willing to donate to the
DAPHNE NEEDS MONEY DESPERATELY
FUND?
(:

i wanna marry my stalker.
would you be mine?
HUR
<3anyway!
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-02-21T05:10:00.000-08:00
MAPLE'S RETARDED.
I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS.
i emphasize.
MAPLE'S RETARDED. im not playing it okay!

&&i promise ill never let you go<3

http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-02-21T03:00:00.000-08:00
WOOOTS
im finally able to POST.
dumb INTERNET EXPLORER just refuses to let me excess blogger.
woo. I LOVE OPERA
YAY.
tmr's semifinals against anglican high at VS.
UHHH.

together,
midnight in summer
the air so much warmer.
falling in love
under starlight
holding on so tight, together
i wont leave you lonely tonight
i want you to hold me all night
its gonna be alright
i wont leave you lonely tonight

&&im falling deeper for you love {3

http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-02-20T06:33:00.000-08:00
i did NOTHING!
but eat and grow fat!
:(

&& iloveyou (:
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-02-07T23:04:00.000-08:00
OMGOODNESS.
ytd night's was damn gay i tell you.
i was laughing on the phone, like mad.
until i had a stomachache, my jaws hurt AND i started crying.
it was so funny la
kenneth was being so GAY.
and i laughed till i nearly fell asleep.
damn gay.
gosh.
buttt.
thanks man. i havent laughed like this for a long long time.
WOOO.
and i was supposed to be the one cheering you up
-.-
HURHUR.

today was STUPID.
i went to school without knowing what was lined up for me.
first period, EMATH TEST
second period, CHINESE CA
third period, ENGLISH SUMMARY
recess, BIO TIMED ASSIGNMENT
AFTER SCHOOL; AMATH TIMED ASSIGNMENT?

AND. tessa ong told me when i came out from class for tournament that we both were playing 2nd doubles.
and i got damn scared instantly.
hahha
but in the end we won
15-0, 15-4.
HAWHAW.
andyes. we won haising 5-0
tmr's bedok north.
and i've gotta go study for my bio formative test.
and yes. catch up on my sleep man.
cause i need to grow.

stupid valentine's day.
still undecided.
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-02-06T22:07:00.000-08:00
lesssons were actually quite okay today. i didnt really doze off.
except during chem. for about 10mins?
and history timed assignment was hard.
im gonna screw it up.
and jeanette. YOU'RE HILARIOUS OKAY.
oh yes. NAT.
you're still a bimbo:P

after school. went down to shaw to meet kenneth.
OHYES. other half, i've got your shorts already! ((:
i tell you.
i learnt this new thing that involves
L,L,W&M. its so gay.
it comes with actions and words too.
SO GAY. and there's one moe.
W,L,V,1,U.
super funny la. okay. you probably wont get what im saying. but its hilarious.
and phrase of the day,
qouting kenneth
'you should give way to ppl with low IQ'
LOL.
ohyes. CHEER UP MAN!
you know im here for you.
:D
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-02-05T22:05:00.000-08:00
I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE YOU ONLY DARLING.
I SWEAR.
thank you for always being here for me.
for all the times i've been down.
YOU KUKUHEAD.
will always be here to cheer me up!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
&& i love sat&suns
cause i'll get to see you
:DDD
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-02-05T19:05:00.000-08:00

it hurts, it really does.
unpredictably lost,
thats what you were descibing life to be like at times.
sometimes i really dont know what to do anymore.
the frustration within, i just wanna burst out loud and scream.
you walked out on us today. you blew into a rage.
and all i could do was cry. because i dont know how to express those thoughts and words anymore.
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-02-03T23:50:00.000-08:00
and i managed to hold back those tears today
& you've got me smiling even when it hurts
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-02-03T23:26:00.000-08:00
woo. okay im back from church.
and im really tired.
and i was freezing inside though i had my jacket on.
IT WAS SUPER COLD I TELL YOU. SUPER COLD.
and there's trng tmr morning.
GAHGAH.
okay. gtg.
bye world.
wish me luck on getting rid of my eyebags.
i think they're hideous
and i lack my beauty sleep
like YEA.
):
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-02-03T13:21:00.000-08:00
SHANIA TWAIN'S
GOOD.
REALLY REALLLY GOOD
ppl. go listen to her songs!
:D
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-02-02T00:04:00.000-08:00
&& im trying to convince myself
that you're just another pretty boy that came along
and that dont impress me much
maybe that'll make forgetting you much easier.
it was seeing you walk outta that door
the memory that's attached to my head
one final cry
im gonna give up
and carry on with
whats left of this life.
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-02-01T23:49:00.000-08:00
KENNNNETHHHH DEMANDS BIGBIG FONT!
HAPPPPPY NOW?
IM EATING UP ALL MY COOOKIES.
NO MORE FOR YOU
:P
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-31T22:35:00.000-08:00
OMG.
damn them
OKAY NVM
singapore still won in the end

& i lost control of my emotions again
its taking over me
you're taking over me slowly
i wish i could just rip my heart out
and throw it all away
that way
the pain will be lessened.
no wait.
it'll be gone forever.
& i thought you were my fairytale;
a dream when im not sleeping
i guess i was just deluding myself
all along.
somebody help me please?
so much for fake fronts and brave acts
just so you know
i cant take it anymore.
and i hate the hell
you're actually putting me through.
));
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-31T17:15:00.000-08:00
i've got mc for two days.
im sick.
GAH.
and because i was rotting at home.
i decided to make cookies. hahah
and lyon came over to help me with it
woo. its a success.
i started at 12 plus and i just finished.
5 hours of baking okay!

&it really hurts just thinking of you.
i cant control those tears
that fill my eyes
as much as im tired
of all the sleepless nights i spent crying
over you oh you.
fuckingemoshitman!
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-30T20:14:00.000-08:00
urgh.
valentine's gonna suck this year.
without you here
i just cant seem to forget.
no matter how hard i tried.
my tears have dried up
but i cant help but ache
everytime you come into my head
flashes of you
me
& us.
they're fading so slowly.
i think im losing myself.
let me fade away with those thoughts.
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-30T16:18:00.000-08:00
school was BAD.
i've been relying on panadol for these past two days.
bad bad bad headaches man
and im stressed out. wait till you seee my schedule for week 6&7.
you'll know what im going through.
CA, MATCH, CA, MATCH, CA, MATCH.
omg la.
anyway. thank you for cheering me up kenneth.
YOU TAKE CARE LA gorgor!
:D

& all i can ever think about is you.
though my heart's letting you go
bit by bit
i still miss you dearly.
but i guess it was meant to end up this way.
and i should just move along.
watch me bleed my sorrows dry
drain those tears just for you
and i need absolute vodka
desperately.
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-28T21:28:00.000-08:00
WOO.
im done with my blogskin already
and i think it rocks damn alot

omg fuck
im lost for words.
i really dunno what to do anymore
you dont realise that you're putting me at a spot right?
)))):
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-28T16:44:00.000-08:00
OMG.
my freaking handphone bill's
247
OMG.
BYE BYE HANDPHONE
))):

&& i still love you.
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-28T15:58:00.000-08:00
i've got to be the most naive and gullible person alive
everyone's telling me
to just forget and let go.
but i just cant.
my heart's refusing you let go.
you bagged my heart.
and i cant forget you.
im still praying and wishing
things would actually
be how it was before.
but i guess it'll never ever be that way.
and im just being annoyingly stupid.
cause im hopelessly devoted to you.
):
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2007-01-28T01:58:00.000-08:00
im finally back home.
and its 1.50am.
went to watch the soccer match.
singapore vs malaysia.
haha.
i think im gonna lose my voice soon.
and it was nice man. watching it live.
WE WON.
OHYEAAA BABY
:D

i made up my mind.
and as i sit here and wait.
ill lock my heart up and set it aside
for you baby
you only.
cause you're all i want right now
& you're all i can think about.
i hate the fucking shit that's been going on.
but i guess everything happens for a reason.
as tears slide down my cheek
i remember those times we spent together.
though it was just a short time
i missed all the moments we had
every single one of them.
& i wont forget the way you're kissing.
the feeling's so strong
they're lasting for so long
but i guess im not the one your heart's missing
thats why you go away
i know.
and though everything had been done.
and its too late for regrets.
i want you to know.
i still love you dearly.

http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-27T00:22:00.000-08:00
non-obs rocked in the end.
we had our bbq
:D
meryl, sharlyn, weihui, charmaine, rachel, faith and victoria
came over.
we had fun
oh yeaaa.
(:
ANW. thank you so much you guys.
for being there for me!
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.
:D
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-25T17:32:00.000-08:00
Skies are dark it's time for rain
Final call you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby, you don't love me anymore
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-22T04:05:00.000-08:00
tell me
whats making letting go so hard
i never thought it would mean this much
i hate what you're putting me through
but i just cant help it.
all the memories
stagnant within my mind.
they play like a filmstrip with no sound.
i placed my hopes on us.
only to have them dashed all over again.
if time could turn back.
ill stop it at that moment.
i never would have let go.
you've explained the meaning of heartache
throughly
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-21T21:57:00.000-08:00
OKAY. now that everything's resolved.
WOOO.
yes
and thank you so much linweihui
i love you to bits and pieces
without you here for me today.
i dunno what would have happened. thank you for cheering me up.
and yes. i love all the spastically gay photos we took
and i know im the best photographer in the world. i took emo shots of you. WOO
hahahaha
and yes.
the whole day was reallly really gay.
and
WO AI NEEE LINWEIHUI
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-21T20:06:00.000-08:00
its the way you took my heart and never gave it back-
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-16T22:10:00.000-08:00
OMG.
i give up.
im not attempting to study anymore.
its pointlesss.
nothing's going in.
i want to cryyyyyyyyyyyyyy
fcukshit.
)))))))))))):
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-16T21:34:00.000-08:00
OMG
I FEEEEL LIKE CRYING
)))))))))))):
i still cant seeem to concentrate.
im just gonna flunk both my freaking papers tmr
)))):
i think i'd die by now. if lyontan isnt here to listen to me
HAPPPY? i cant believe i said that.
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-16T21:21:00.000-08:00
OMG. CHEERUPWOMAN.
AND FREAKING CONCENTATE ON YOU STUDYING
i cant believe im actually talking to myself.
))):
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-16T21:03:00.000-08:00
OMG.
i hate this
i hate this
seriously
i hate this
i feel freaking naive.
URGH.
))))))))))))))):
GAH. URGH
DAPHNETESSALEE
FOCUS MAN
STUDIESSSS OVER EVERYTHING.
URGH. I FEEEL FRIGGGGIN CRAPPPY.
and i gotta study now.
LEAVE ME ALONE PPL.
RARRRR.
))))))))))))):
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-15T21:58:00.000-08:00
YAY.
thursday and sunday's coming soon!
:D
imu
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-13T23:52:00.000-08:00
CREDITS:
LINETTECHEONGYEAKYEOW
www.xanga.com/monsterpoopheads

To all the LOSERS out there who dont know how to treat their girls RIGHT.

1-hold their waist
2-talk to them
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss them slowly are you remembering this?
6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends
11-smile with her
12-take pics with her, even if you're unwilling to.
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it; fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone?
16-always hug her and say i love you whenever you see her
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy.*****
20-tell her the way you feel about her. ..20 u need to show her you mean it too
21-kiss her on the lips
22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff. that inculdes borrowing money.
23-Tell her what feels good.
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stuff. small things can still help we might deny it but we acutally like and kinda want you to get us things (ahem?)
26-don't lie to her; NEVER LIE TO HER.
27-dont cheat on her; i mean NEVER EVER cheat on her.
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her
**30- ALWAYS be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you
31. Hold her close when she's cold and she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the tip of her nose; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them).
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her Remember this next time you are with her
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
**37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms annd never let go.MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
***42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always Remind her how much you love her.
45. ALWAYS SHOW SINCERITY in whatever you do for her- even though it hurts.Youll never know when she needs just a lil more love.LOVE is filled with Sacfrices. Well, sometimes- the other doesn't realise how much you've sacrificed for one and just goes ahead and breaks you heart even more.
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2007-01-13T20:53:00.000-08:00
went down for cca promo day. aiya. it was super boring and a total waste of time lah!
went to vivo after that. ONE WORD. OKAY NO TWO WORDS.
UNDESCRIBABLE
&
MEMORABLE.
<333!
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-12T22:13:00.000-08:00
schoool today sucked lah!
i was actually attempting to peel a normal orange.
CHEYYY.
went for my physio and check up and everything.
then in the evening went down to bugis to meet sharyn.
walked around and stufff.
ALEX(HAPPY?) came down to meet us after that. and sharyn left.
we headed down for orchard.
lets just say i had a really awesome day
:D
and im not gonna elaborate any further(:
OHYES. AND THE STUPID CHILLI PADI INCIDENT. AND AND AND.
THE BARNEY, GARFIELD AND TOYRUSGIRAFFE PHOTOS ARE REALLLY GAY!
((((:

its 10. and i just got homeee. gonna bathe nowww.
DAPHNE LOVES YOU
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2007-01-11T21:35:00.000-08:00
school passed extremely slowly today lah.
after schoool. rained super duper heavily.
and i was wet. went to pp.
waited and waited and waited at the bus stop with alll my books. finally. a certain someone reached.
CHEY.
went to macs to studdyyyy today.
and guesss who we saw.
SHUURUIIIII, MELISSA, AISYAH and the rest of the basketballlerrrs.
had a fun fun spastic day today. studying with you was funny.
and im gonna make you unlucky next thurs!
:P

okayyyy. i gtg already. im talking to shuruiii on the phone. the pooor girl's phone has been taken away from her.
AWWWW HOW SAD.
:D
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-10T06:59:00.000-08:00
im counting on your promise love
that fairytales werent meant to end.
:D
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-09T16:20:00.000-08:00
OMG.
i cant believe i fell asleep on the phone ytd night. and muttered rubbish.
and YOU. had to make me say all those stuff. and yet not tell me what i said. OMG.
ICANTBELIEVEISAIDTHATONELINE.
OMGGGGGG.
you're SO DEAD. seriously! im gonna kill you tonight! just you wait man.

today's lessons were like BLEAH. just the same again.
went out for lunch with my darlingsss.
sakae sushi-ed/
toook spastic candid shots.
HAHA.
ill post it up sooon.
blogger's slow. and plus im lazy.and im all wet now. cause i was caught in the rain.
DARN. my irritating sister demands the stupid com. FINE LAH. i shalll go bathe and sleeep
i need energy to last tonight.
JUST YOU WAIT YOU STUPID BABOOON!
im so gonna get you tonight.
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-09T00:15:00.000-08:00
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

; you make me feel brand new

im bored. and im waiting for sommmmeebody to calll me!

http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-08T00:15:00.000-08:00
Ho, ho, ho
It's magic, you know
Never believe it's not so

;you're overwhelming my thoughts
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-07T23:48:00.000-08:00
OMG. im feeeling EMO. all of a sudden.
i miss 2/4
dedications ppl.
look out for your name

hannahalysha;
i miss you the most. i miss every bit of you. OMG. it sucks being in the different class. my bestest friend's gone. RARRRRRR

nicoleyap;
oh smarty pants. i miss you too. i miss asking you for help. i miss your everything.

charislimliern;
we're in the same class still. SO I DONT MISS YOU.
NYEH NYEH POO POO
:P

linettecheong;
i misss you man! now i got nobody to talk and gossip with. MAN ON MAN :(

yennylim;
i miss those rare hellos you give me in the morning. cause you're such a DAO person. :D and i miss that journal of yours. i bet its gonna be clean this year. without charis me around

felicia;
i miss talking to you behind classss. and the funny funny moments we had together with vanessa

vanessa;
i miss your lameness along with your loudness. its different without you in my classs now. :(

rae;
our class is URGH lah. :/ totally different from 2/4

huang;
at least i seee you during trng and recess. so its okay. (: i do miss your mischevious behaviour esp towards chocoyap(:

YESYESYES. THE REST OF YOU. IM SORRY I DIDNT SPECIFICALLY MENTION YOUR NAME. BUT YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN MISSED BY ME DEARLY.

i love you guys, 2e4ers!
thanks for being such an awesome class.
:DDD
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-07T21:09:00.000-08:00
SOMEEEBODY.
fell asleeep on me ytd again. at 4.20am
and i recorded your snores
NYEH NYEH :P
so
turn up the heat baby; cause you're sexily snoring naked.
you requested the word SEXILY to be included.
i obliged
:D
went for trng today. played lotsa doubles.
and after i got back. i practically rotted in front of the computer while smsing.OMG. i sent nearly 200 smses today.
DIEDIEDIE
DAMN. i havent done my amath hw. neither have i read to kill a mockingbird.
OH GOSH. i dont care.
pizza dinner was so URGH. i dont like. i rather had homecook food or something.
im rotttting at homeeee. i wannna go out soon man. im deprived. i need to go shopping.
and who's donating to the
DAPHNE SHOPPING FUND?
:D
im determined to fall asleep on you tonight on the phone man

DAPHNELOVESYOU
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2007-01-06T13:22:00.000-08:00
OMG. i hate them.
how could they freaking fobid us from talking.
WTHH is wrong with them man.
i've lostall my respects for you all.
DAMN.
thanks for being there for me ytd alex.
and AHEEMM. sorry i cried on the phone. thanks for reallly cheeering me up.
and TRUTH OR DARE on the phone with you was like the MOST OUTRAGEOUS THING I'VE EVER DONE!
thanks so much<3!
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-04T15:47:00.000-08:00
OMG. she caught me talking on the phone. at like nearly 5?
i couldnt sleeep anyway. wasnt my fault. HAHA
slept for about 1 hour. woke up at 6am and went to school.
I PRACTICALLY USED UP MY WHOLE BOTTLE OF OXYGENATED WATER. or whatever you calll that evian thng. i kept on spraying onto my face. i was dozing offff in every lesssson.
everything was SUPER DUPER boring. except miss yeo's lessson.
A MATHHHHHHHHHHHH
:D
is actually kinda interesting. and it was the only one that actually manage to catch my attention for a whole period.
damn. i've got AMATH hw. and i gotta read TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD in 2 days. IM SCREWED.
and stupid heymath.
because of time constrain, only 4 questions were gone through. AND AND AND. i spent the whole night doing the stupid 24 questions. :/ gosh. i feeel CHEATED.
URGH.
and URGH is not pronounced as UHHHH okay.
*WINK WINK*

- gomenasai darling. but i just cant hold on no more.
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-04T00:48:00.000-08:00
AHEMMMMMMMMMMMMMM's THE GAYYYYYEST'S GUY ON EARTH OKAY!
you stupid idiot.
my handphone's billl so freaking high now.
you idiot. im suppose to be calling your phone.
not you call me.
STOP BEING TO FREAKING GAYYYYYYYYY
im hyper ventilating.
:D
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-03T18:22:00.000-08:00
you know. i realised my resolutions were so vague. let me further emphasize.

* GROW TALLLLERRR. I WANT MY LONGER LEGSS(:
* beat ~~STUPID~~nice ALEX ZHOU ZHENG YI in bowling.
* MUGG LIKE SHIT. i wanna get good grades and get top 10 in my classs. HOHO. I THINK IM KIDDING MY SELF.
* actually ACHIEVE MY stupid fruit and water diet.

URMMMMMMM. i dunnno. till i think of more lah.

TODAY SUCKED. i had the worst ever gastrics. it was so bad i felt like puking out nothing. WOW. and today was SUCH A WASTE OF TIME OKAY. sit in the hallll for like 3/4 the day. CHEEEY. i know i fake sick. X)
TRNG. DONT EVEN WANNA ATTEMPT TO ELABORATE.

LINETTE CHEONG YEAK YEOW. HAPPPPY? im blogggging. but maybe i still MAYY delete this blog. YEAH. :P
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2007-01-02T21:35:00.000-08:00
ALEX ZHOU ZHENG YI'S HOT.
HAPPY NOW?
yes
our new year resolutions:

LONG LEGS AND HIGH BOWLING SCORES.
<333!
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-12-20T22:24:00.000-08:00
OKAY. TODAY ROCKED SOOO HARD.
went to giant to help sal, chrys, sally and nurul carry the stuff we bought for the bbq.
went down to east coast/
played, sun tanned. cam whored.
slept with symphonyLIM too. haha
and we started the bbq at 4pm.
it ROCKED so hard!
i was feeding abigail throughout. left at 6 plus 7. went home.
was stuck outside. forgot to bring my house key.
haha.
ANDANDAND.
YOU'RE FINALLY BACK
WOOOOHOO.
no more sleepless nights and waiting.
YOU'RE FINALLY BACK. after what seemed like
156465146544 hours.
WOOOHOO.
im happy now
:D
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-12-20T01:09:00.000-08:00
I CUT MY HAIR.
its SHORT luh.
and i did temp curls again.
HAHA.
my sister thinks i look like goldilocks with black hair.
HAHA. yeah right
19 more hours. till you're back.
YAYBAYBEH.
i just cant wait.
:D
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-12-17T14:55:00.000-08:00

OKAY. my birthday was GREAT afterall.
but im still missing you
uhhhh
the pictures are loading up into the com.
and im waiting patiently to load it up
nette cheong. ill send you the spastic ones with took in the middle of the night on msn.
:D

ohh. always you by amber pacific's playing now.
YAY. it finished uploading already. okay. here are the pictures
:D
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-12-16T14:57:00.000-08:00
im still missing you like crap.
wednesday's still a long way more.
come back quick.

thanks to all my darlings. who actually remembered my birthday.
esp. JOYCE. who called me on the dot at 12. to tell me its 12 already. and im 14.(:
LINETTE CHEONG, who was second but very much wanted to be first. haha.
charislim, wayne, lyon, yuincheng, nicole, hannah, sharyn, kenneth, kapoor, nadiah ameerah, rachel, weihui, kayling, yinrong, beverly, leer, melody.
and to those who're away on holiday.
for the early happy birthdays
YOU(COME BACK QUICK!), tessa, joshua, roopan.
yes yes,
THANK YOU SO MUCH EVERYONE
I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT FOR REMEMBERING!
:D

andand. im really sorry if i forgot about you. but yes. thankyou(:
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-12-16T01:21:00.000-08:00
okay. im finally 14 eh.
doesnt seem really nice to me.
accept for the darlings that called and smsed me
i love all of you
but i guess its somehow different
i miss talking to you.
i miss you already.
its 5 more days before you'll be back here.
oh darn.
come back quick please!
):

-imissyousomuchdear
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-12-15T00:55:00.000-08:00
DAMN. mummy doesnt allow me to go for trng tmr. URGH URGH URGH.
okay. today was GREAT.\
thank you for handpicking out those sweet popcorn for me(:
i'll let you steal my water next time. so you wont get sore throat
:D
-that you promised me dear

&Maybe I am just a fool for you
If love is blind
I'll find my way with you
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-12-13T21:07:00.000-08:00

♥DAPHNETESSA:
STUPID WUPID:P
God created humans, not humans created God:
SMARTY WHATY

its amazing how my bestfriend and i come up with such interesting words
:D
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-12-12T18:08:00.000-08:00
I, im really falling for you now
I hate what you're putting me through
What have you done to me now
i just can't sleep at night
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-12-12T15:34:00.000-08:00
how heart wrenching and frustrating it is.
why cant we just start from where we are now.
i guess i was still naive
and the moment was still as far as i can see-
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-12-12T11:54:00.000-08:00
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON(:
you're old lah.
:D

okay. ytd went well. puked dunno how many times. and i couldnt eat anything. so i only ate half a bowl of noodles for the whole day.
HHAHAHA.
i bought BOXERS again.

; babycantyoutell
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2006-12-11T20:12:00.000-08:00
Far away long ago
glowing dim as an ember
things my heart used to know
things it yearns to remember
and a song someone sings
once upon a december

; what makes you different. makes you beautiful
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-12-10T18:51:00.000-08:00
;i told you that it didn't mean a thing
why can't you just love me
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-12-09T21:06:00.000-08:00
;you'rethetalkofmytownbaybeh.
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-12-07T00:27:00.000-08:00
My NOW or NEVER Diary by Kelly Ann(:
it's GREAT

; cantyoufeelmyheartbeatfast
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-11-28T01:15:00.000-08:00

DEAR AISYAH.
this is for you.
CHANNING TATUM's
still my husband.
HOHOHO.
AHHHH.
HOT SEH :D
http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-11-26T22:54:00.000-08:00
you just HAD to do THAT.
you'll never understand how i feel.
& sometimes i dont even understand
how you manage to twist my feelings round your finger tips
with just the slightest things you do.

http://tessalee.blogspot.com

2006-11-22T23:12:00.000-08:00
okay. i just got back from CAMP.
and im feeling sad.
I MISS THE WHOLE THING.
if only time could turn back. and stop there
i miss ~~AUNTIE~~uncle BOBBY and ~~AH PEK~~ ADRIAN

all the stupid jokes they cracked.
i miss racing up the hill with bobby and playing those letter games with adrian.
URGH
i miss the whole HIKE.
i want time to turn back):

DAY 1
okay. i woke up late.
but managed to reach school in time.
so we left for JB.
the journey was SPASTIC.
sat with my BESTEST, HANNAH.
we GAY-ed alot. it was stupid.
and we played bingo and hangman. haha.
then we got to KAMPUNG BUKIT GAMBIR.
for our service learning.
we had a GRAND WELCOME.
okay. LUNCH was :/
i think i saw AT LEAST 200 flies on our food.
but i guess we couldnt help it.
then we cleaned up the library for them.
they couldnt hang up our banner. SOOOO
we painted their walls instead.
with only 3 brushes, YELLOW AND BLUE paint.
so we ended up using our fingers to paint. and we mixed around with the colours to get all the different shades.
okay. basically the whole service learning went well.
we headed down for our lodgings next.
it was okay. everything was okay.
our bed time was POSTPONED. and PUSHED BACK.
so we all ended up sleeping at around 1 plus.
and we had to wake up at 7 the next morning

DAY 2
we were fussing over the alarm clock at 1 plus before sleeping. making sure that itl be loud enough.
finally set 2 different alarms at 6.30am.
and guess what.
SONIA, KAILING AND I woke up at 6.05am.
BEFORE ANY ALARM EVEN WENT OFF.
because of the din ans shouting they were making outside.
and we started talking a little.
and YI ZHEN the pig was still sleeping like a log.
i decided to go back to sleep again. haa. and wake up at around 6.45. so yeap.
thats what i did.
AND AND AND.
THE WHOLE NIGHT.
IT WAS FREEZING.
and trust me. ITS WORSE THAN MY AIRCON OKAY.
and mines set at 19 DEGREES.
it #&%$&amp;%$(&*$&(*%&#$* COLD okay.
main thing today was the HIKE
up mount ophir.
or however you spell that.
we were only supposed to climb half the mountain. LUCKY US. if not we would have DIED somewhere up there.
climbed up to a height of about 700m plus.
sat that at the SO CALLED TOP. drinking the fresh water. and then we headed back down after climbing up for about 2-3 hours.
the 11 of us,
hannah, syazwani, yanty, salimah, sarah, krystel, yi ting, abigail, kanchana, delia and I.
we went first.
JUMPED AND HOPPED AND CLIMBED EVERYWHERE.
and it wasnt easy.
it was SUPER STEEP.
and slippery and muddy.
and it was seriously really steep.
just a little more and it would be straight upright already.
everyone was slipping and falling occasionally.
okay. so the 11 of us were the leaders of the pack. and guess what.
we were so fast.
we were about 1 hour plus ahead of the other 30something ppl.
went all the way down. saw the teachers waiting there for us with our lunch.
WE WERE LIKE HUH?!?!?
how did you all get here. cause we were actually on the other side of the mountain. so we climbed all the way to the top just to get to the other side. and they could get here by what, CAR? URGH.
but the hike was SUPER FUN lah.
i wanna go climbing again.
MY MUSCLES ARE ACHING LIKE SHIT though.
okay. we started our WATER CONFIDENCE activities after lunch.
it was REALLY FUN.
and MEMORABLE.
we worked together as a team and no words can really describe how i feel about it.
then we headed back at 6. they said it was a 20 mins walk to get back to our camp site.
BUT.
we took 1 hour plus in the end.
AND
SARAH, YINGYING, YANTY AND I were RUNNING up the SUPER STEEP slope. pulled hannah along in the end.
and i started racing with BOBBY. haha.
IT WAS REALLY FUN.
RUNNING HERE AND THERE.
okay. entertainment night was URGH.
i was SO TIRED.
my eyes was BLOODSHOT red.
and i was dozing off.
mdm lenny saw.
and after that she came to me to ask if i was okay. haa.
:X
okay. after that. we had a surprise for mdm lee.cause she's leaving for SPORTS SCHOOL.
SHE CRIED.
we all started crying.
well not all. but i did. HAHA
URGH. SHE'S LEAVING):
then we went back to the bunk after EVERYTHING. and the moment we laid down.
BOOM.
I KNOCKED OUT.
okay. and THANK YOU KAILING FOR BEING NICE. she woke up to cover me with her jacket because i was wearing shorts that night.

DAY 3
OKAY. i woke up GROUCHY and everything. wash up and all.
and we went for marning exercise like DAY 2.
we started DANCING. haha
had breakfast.
then we played TEAM GAMES.
it was ENRICHING.
how we actualy really work together as a team just to accomplish something.
then evaluation, debrief and discussion
we packed up our bunk rooms. then we headed down for lunch. had lunch and everything.
we left the place.
okay the journey back was REALLY FUN.
told jokes with krystel, imesha and hannah first.
then the group became bigger and bigger.
soon we started playing stupid games with bobby.
rest point.
BOBBY BOUGHT US ALL ICE CREAM.
and we were searching high and low was the NEWSPAPER. cause we were FEATURED. our picture and everything.
THEY WERE REPORTING ABOUT OUR SERVICE LEARING TRIP.
haha.
YAY. im on the NEWSPAPER(:
AHHHHHHH.
the rest of the journey was good too. had alot of fun.
now im finally back home.
and i cant really move.
cause my muscles all seem to be giving up.
IM TIRED.

WYYYYNE.
i miss the camp too
and i wanna BUNK WITH YOU.
i miss you and kai ling's LAO GONG.
and yes.
it does feel kinda EMPTY inside without them now.
esp BOBBY. who's always disturbing me.
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2006-11-19T22:16:00.000-08:00
OMG
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

the camp's tmr.
i just realised TODAY
so im doing all the last minute packing and rushing around
OMG
i think ill just die there):

TATA
gotta go do some english promoting POSTERS.
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2006-11-16T19:53:00.000-08:00
oh yes,
i think i've lost my respect for you already.
you blew it.
now dont blame me.
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2006-11-16T18:57:00.000-08:00
OMG.
3/2!
AHHHHHHHHHH.
my first choice.
now i have
CHARIS, RAE, KAPOOR, NADIAH A.
GAHHHHHHH.
I WANT HANNAH in 3/2!
):
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2006-11-16T00:15:00.000-08:00
OHH YEAA

ISKETCH.
I WON WITH 91 POINTS.
YAY
charis, WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU? you're supposed to paly with me!

oh gosh. im losing!
gtg bye.
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2006-11-15T23:25:00.000-08:00
OMG.
i dunno wth's going on.
i dunno what to do.
i dunno who to trust.
its driving me nuts.

at the end of the day.
its you.
MY FAIR MAIDEN<3
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2006-11-15T22:19:00.000-08:00
219.75.62.25
BLOODY BASTARD.
GO AWAY.
FUCKING ASSHOLE.
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2006-11-15T00:46:00.000-08:00
OMGGGG.

i know who GIRL is..

i mean,.

IP ADDRESS..

and im REALLLLLLY disgusted..

GO AWAY..

you successfully made me hate you okay..
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2006-11-14T21:04:00.000-08:00

thanks darling!
WO YE AI NI :D

GOD. i feel SO NAIVE:/
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2006-11-14T19:24:00.000-08:00
I HAVE DECIDED.
books shall be my GOODFRIENDS(:

went to the library with my BESTEST,
hannah,
AGAIN.
FEELING AMBITIOUS,
i borrowed 8 books.
now be SHOCKED.
ahah.
then went to TM to EAT.
well. i didnt.
i stole hannah's FRIES.
she ate MACS.
:D
walked around A WHILE.
went for trng with tessa.
we reached there A LITTLE LATE.
cause we were 'FLIRTING' with that dumb shop guy.
to get a badminton shirt,
CHEAPER
and we TOTALLY SUCCEEDED. haha.
YAY.
had a RATHER INTERESTING TALK WITH TESSA
just now. ahha
and apparently she thinks that its bad if i turn croaked.
URGH.
:/

HANNAH. the bag was SO LIAN. and i HATE the LEOPARD PLASTIC BAG. :/

; why does it have to be YOU that i cant get off my mind?
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2006-11-13T22:08:00.000-08:00
TAG REPLIES:D

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NETTE
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CHUA
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NICOLE
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AHHHH. CHANNING TATUM'S LOVE.
HE'S SO HOT.
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